Partying in the landscape of myself

So much has happened since I last wrote!

I just put down the ACA "Big Book."  WOW.  wow, wow, wow wow wowwwww.  I need a highlighter for every sentence.  I AM SO THANKFUL TO HAVE FOUND THIS PROGRAM.  I am so thankful to have picked this book up again in this moment.

Where to start?  What to focus on?

For one, the soul retrieval/shamanism class is incredible.  I didn't know healing could occur at this level, in community.  It is repairing so much within me.  Last week we took a shamanic "journey" through the landscape of our own bodies, and I was saddened, shocked, & dismayed at what I found.  At my root chakra there was an angry red bramble, overgrown to prevent any intrusions.  I got lost in my womb chakra--it was foggy, cold, dark, expansive.  Confusing.  At my solar plexus there was yellow shattered glass.  It was difficult for me to share what I found with the rest of the class, my sisters in healing, because I felt very vulnerable & exposed.

On Wednesday I started with some sea salt baths to detoxify old spiritual & energy matter that is no longer serving me.  Apparently the magnetism of the darkening moon (dark moon was Sunday), mixed with the sea salt, literally pulls old stuff out of your body.  I started small(ish) from Wednesday-Friday, in terms of the amount of salt & the process (having my daughter in there with me, for one!) but Saturday she was with her daddy...

Whoa.  I had a super mystical journey back through the landscape of myself.  I thought the bath was a half hour or so; I got out, and 2-3 hours had passed.  I don't care to name it all here because I think that is disrespectful to what happened.  Let's just say, the healing process is magical indeed.  Later that day I was running faster than I have in a decade, climbing trees, & came across a family of deer who weren't afraid of me.  REALLY cool.

The first day of class was so incredible.  We did this healing circle & I also don't want to describe it, but I am so happy to be embraced in this community of spiritual women.  It is exactly the right place for me.

What's my soul's path?  Healer?  Teacher?  Writer?  Therapist?  I am opening up to abundance, to happiness, to self-love.  I am opening up.

Here, here!